so me being the silly Tech gal i am, i have a tendency to think in silly analogies… so here’s my latest one:
does newton’s third law apply to the heart? does a heart at rest stay at rest unless acted upon? so my heart is a little bit confuzzled right now… its all asunder. the worst part is that my besties are all having tough times right now too, and i want to be there for them. they mean the world over to me, and i would give all i have to make them happy. but does it make me a hypocrite to tell them one thing when i know good and well that i should be doing the same thing? right now i’m just so confused….. i have so many things going on in my busy little head, and i just wanna talk them out and listen. i want someone to just tell me what to do. i do realize, however, that this is completely illogical. but i’m just stuck…. if i leave, what do i do with the relationships i’ve formed. and what about the one’s that are beginning? is it selfish to want to keep myself from getting hurt? i mean, i don’t want to be silly, but i’m also afraid of hurting someone else the way i’ve been hurt in the past. and that sucks. oh well…. God cclearly has a plan, i’m just biding my time til He let’s me know what’s going on……
i stumbled on this when I glanced at your facebook and saw your “website”. This is really cool though that you do this. In a way, with all the analogies it’s kind of like a poetic-style diary? If that makes sense haha. You might leave Tech though? What’s the update with that… if you do end up leaving, you got to get me my NCAA pizza first haha. I hope I misunderstood that though but whatever happens, happens. And your right, God clearly does have a plan, but it seems that’s for you to stumble upon when the time is right.